The other day, I was sharing with a friend, information that came forth in my channeling “New Guides May Come.” As he and I were chatting, my friend received a message for me.
My friend saw an energy pattern that needed to be addressed. He felt that it was from a young age and spanned to the age of 15. He asked if I knew what it was. I replied, “Yes.” The energy pattern in question stemmed from abuse I endured from the age of 6 to 15 at the hands of my stepfather.
I had spent 40 years addressing this issue at various degrees and really thought that I was clear on it. But obviously, there was still a thread that required some attention. Being that we have shifted into this new age of Divine Love/Divine Feminine Consciousness, any emotion that is not resonating at Divine Love is coming up to be addressed.
Intuitively, I was guided to use the Ho’oponopono prayer for this. I created Sacred Space and projected my stepfather in front of me. In my mind’s eye, I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around him to be heart to heart. I looked into his eyes and said, “I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you” and then I hesitated. I repeated the prayer two more times and each time, I hesitated on “I love you.”
Interesting, I thought, as I had forgiven him and had even found gratitude in the blessings of my spiritual growth from the experience. But, the words, I love you were getting stuck as they passed across my lips. I asked the Divine Mother to shine some Light on this subject and I got still to receive her Wisdom.
The Divine Mother shared that there are many levels of love with Unconditional Love being the greatest and most pure. Sometimes one has to move through a number of levels in order to achieve Unconditional love. She asked me to love him simply because he was a child of God.
Once again, I envisioned being heart to heart; eye to eye and said, “I love you, for you are a child of God.” I repeated this phrase a couple more times before I felt a slight whirl of Divine Love swell in my heart. A single tear slid down my cheek and I knew that my healing was in progress. The Divine Unconditional Love continued to expand, as I said this phrase several more times.
As the Divine Love increased in my heart, the lingering, deep rooted threads of the abuse began to turn into Light. I did not cut the threads. I allowed Divine Love to permeate them. When the threads were saturated with Divine Love, they dissolved.
Divine Unconditional Love illumined the emotional threads that bound my heart. The Divine Light flowed along these threads as it traveled throughout my body. The Light pooled in all the places that I had stored this emotional trauma. Soon, my whole body glistened with Divine Love that radiated from my heart. At this point, I found it easy to say, “I love you.” I had found a way to move this experience with my step father, into unconditional love.
I was able to forgive him because he was a wounded boy acting out his anger and it became habitual. It doesn’t make it right or wrong; it just “is.” I found gratitude from this experience, because from it, I stepped into my personal power and stopped being a victim. It also allowed me to recognize the energetics of this trauma in other people. I have been able to assist many wounded hearts along their personal journey to release the guilt, shame, anger and fear that haunted their lives.
I have, on occasion, imagined that I had a different childhood. But I would have missed the amazing expressions that graced the faces of so many, as they shifted their trauma into forgiveness and regained their self worth. Most importantly for them, was regaining their Self Love!
I may have missed coming into my own personal courage and power, had I lived a different childhood. This experience caused me to search for strength. I found it in the Divine! Even though it was traumatic at times, it was ALL Divine! That and all my experiences in this life, molded the person that I AM today. Blessed Be!
I AM grateful for my friend and his divine message. I AM grateful for all the dear ones that have graced my path of healing. I AM grateful for those who allowed me to assist them on their blessed journey to return to Self Love – Divine Love!
What are you grateful for?
Do you have any loose threads that require healing?
With sincere Gratitude and Humbled Grace,
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